journal4
journal4
hi all blogger di manapun berada,gimana kabar semua,well,if u ask me how i feel,i feel tired.capek di dalam dan di luar.tau gak?aku mendirikan sebuah group dance,tapi ternyata gak semudah seperti yg tak bayangin.maksut aku sich,i want to do something,make something,tapi ya itu tadi,sulit banget,its not easy to change someone who's totally not a dancer to be a dancer.ok,alot of people told me to be patient,and i've tried to be patient,but still,sometimes,i lost myself,maybe i'm expecting too much from them,anyway forget 'bout dance.
my love life also in disaster,seseorang yg aku pikir mencintaiku ternyata cuman mempermainkanku,mungkin lucu kali ya bagi cowok mempermainkan hati cewek?capek aku guys,jatuh cinta,sakit hati,mungkin aku emang bener2 egois,semua yg mendekatiku pada lari,lucu,padahal aku udah berusaha bangetttttttttttttt menjaga semua apa yg ada di hatiku,tapi ya itu tadi ,mungkin aku terlalu egois.
guys,masih percaya gak ma fairy tale?i do,boleh di bilang aku optimistic,a lot of people say i'm pushing too hard. aku selalu optimis meski aku tau di hati aku yg paling dalam hal itu adalah sesuatu yg ga mungkin.tapi aku tetap optimis,well it's the only way for me to survive guys,my life is total failure from start to end,its a mess,and i'm tired thinkink bout it,sometimes i feel like i dont have a future,the funny things is,a lot of people told me that i had a lot of talent,the truth is,i'm empty,i feel empty,tired,i'm just go from one day to the other.
got to go guys,c u next time
